You Can't Change Him

Lean not on your own understanding. You may think that there's no way God can love you, and you base that thought on the fact that you have done some terrible things in your life and you still do some things that you know wouldn't please Him. He does love you, God is love and there is nothing you can do that will remove His love from you. Your actions can't change who God is, nothing can, so find comfort in knowing that you are loved.